HicEstBellum

A dull, but overbearing ache of the heart You take pride in heartbreaking art You want to paint out your own misery A replica of the self-inflicted scars you leave

He said describe to him, myself, using a negative attribute. I told him I am very vindictive. “Out of all the negatives that could of been said, you say that?” I told him to allow me to provide further explanation. I hold grudges for eternity And I hold them deeper than skin deep I always tell people subtly When we first meet Watch how you speak around me It was the first week of February Can’t call the day I was sitting in this boy’s car I had something to say I was scared, I was afraid I opened the door to him He closed it with malicious grace And the taste in left in my mouth Said this why I never let them in to begin with Never would you have guessed it from my face A week later he figured he‘d give me his key A fiend for opportunity To exact vengeance To have someone feel the same as I did Could you resist? I couldn’t and in that moment I did what I did best Put on mask and played the act And I didn’t regret it You should have seen his facial expression when he said, ”And

Here we are dancing again Prancing again Spin Spin Spin You push me out You pull me in My toes tap the floor Jump, then skip Lunge and bend Spin Spin Spin Start from the beginning again Exit right Into the outside The air feels right As it could on a summer night Surrounded by these city lights Fast cars Tons of bars Sugary spirits Lift my spirit And I ignore dealt cards Dark room Switch on the lights A bed never been such A beautiful sight A cozy place to rest my head tonight